This is a thing i have been thinking of doing for this half-year, but in short: i am leaving the internet, completely. Fully logging off. 

There are two primary reasons for me doing this: 

the first reason and the thing that made me consider doing this is that i am moving out of my childhood home for an art school. I want to just remove all focus from my online Identity with this so i can focus on my art, personal life and mental Health. This is a big change in my life so i wanna prioritize that instead on being online.

The second reason is that i have been struggling alot with my mental health. I wont name any specific conditions, but i have been struggling with a lot of intrusive thoughts and paranoia this year. And since i don't reely have an outlet to be fully open up about this, i have deteriorated alot mentally this year, especially in spring and summer.

I am a mental wreck with alot of self-hate and regret. I have done stuff i regret strongly and i have been in situations that messed me up. I no longer want to use the "Nebulate" alias anymore. I have said on discord that i plan on being gone for a year, but i wanna be honest: i wouldn't mind being gone for 2, 3, 5 or heck even 10. I am just not particularly happy with my life and i kinda just want to leave the internet and move on from that time.

It has been a good 2 and a half years i have been here, but i am signing off.